Struggling to maintain my fragments

I've been kind of quiet lately.

I'm still here though.

I'm trying to figure out my life.

I've gone deep inside for a look.

I'm looking forward to where I need to go...

and backwards to where I've been.

I've lost a lot along the way,

and I've been feeling very lonely.

Alone.

And over Easter weekend, I drove to The Woodlands/Houston area to see my two sisters who live there with their families. 

I had some wonderful quality time with my boys and a quick visit with my dear family there.

And it made me very happy.

So, I'm trying to emerge from my cocoon whole...but I feel a bit fragmented and confused still.

Bear with me.